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Kendra Graham Fall Bible Study: “Suddenly”

Welcome to Kendra Graham’s online Bible study. Our prayer is that you  will grow deeper in the knowledge and understanding of God’s Word and His promises for you. 

Suddenly

Acts 2:2-3

And SUDDENLY there came from heaven a noise like a violent rushing wind, and it filled the whole house where they were sitting.

(3) And there appeared to them tongues as of fire distributing themselves, and they rested on each of them.

What Does it SAY?

Suddenly– came from heaven, a noise- rushing wind, filled the house where they were sitting, appeared to them as tongues of fire distributing, rested on each of them.

What Does it Mean?

  HOW many of us feel like it takes God FOREVER to act “SUDDENLY”.   I know I am feeling that right now.

 It is very uncomfortable to answer the questions, “Hey Kendra, what now? You quit all the jobs you got paid for and now what exactly are you doing?”

 Cue the awkward silence. (LOL! Right?) I do not like having the appearance of just sitting.  I have the temperament where “just sitting” is not ok.  I am a busy person.  I always have somewhere to go or somewhere I should have been five minutes ago.

 Recently, as the last box was unpacked, I found myself without a list of “to do’s” that would take 16 hours of time each day.  Then the question started, what now?  Ok God! I AM READY! GO!

Silence

A week or so ago I was reading Acts 2 again and I got stuck on that word… SUDDENLY.  What happened “suddenly”?  Well, suddenly the house was filled with the Holy Spirit and It rested upon each of them.  After the Holy Spirit came, things got pretty intense.  God started working all over Jerusalem, Judea, Samaria and to the utter most part of the earth (Acts 1:8) SUDDENLY started to come to fruition.

How long did it take God to work suddenly?  Well, in this case it took 10 days.  In other cases it took generations.

“LOOK! I AM sending My messenger to clear the way before Me; and the LORD whom you seek, will SUDDENLY come to His Temple” Malachi 3:1. God promised He would come Himself, to mankind, back in Genesis, and then FINALLY – Luke 2:11, For unto us was born this day in the city of David, a Savior who is Christ the Lord.”

I want God to work faster.  I don’t want to feel awkward.  I want to understand why God has lead me here.  I have heard plenty of sermons encouraging  “in the meantime” just do something, anything.

Is that what I need to do?  Is that what the disciples did?  In the meantime- they had their orders to be fishers of men, and to testify to what they had seen and heard, and “feed My sheep” (Matthew 4:19, John 21:16, Acts 1:8). It’s not like the Great Commission was not given, right?  So they should just come up with a blueprint of their ideas, and flow chart their callings out, with present goals and future goals and what success looks like and then get after it? And along the way God is going to bless their goals, right?  In the meantime- so you don’t have to feel that awkward silence, stay busy?  Doing good things, for God, right?

Personally, I think that it is easy to become religious exhibitionists.  I think we TRULY want to do great things for God.  I think that is the heart of it, but somewhere we get the idea that we need to manipulate God in order to get Him to use us in the way and time that appeals most to us.  We end up getting busy in programs  we were never called to because we want the praise and approval of others, and we don’t want to look like we are, well, just sitting.  I know that is the direction my heart goes in anyway.  I just need God to hurry up and act SUDDENLY.  All these other things in my life happened suddenly, so what now? What next?

What did the disciples do?

Luke 24:52-53 gives us a little insight. They returned to Jerusalem with great joy, (53) and they were continually in the temple, praising God.

Acts 1:14 These all with one mind were continually devoting themselves to prayer… (NASB)

Jesus did tell them that they would receive power after the Holy Spirit came  upon them. Sure, but we know sitting was definitely not their strong suit.  In John 21 they fished while they waited.  Here in Acts, however, things change.  The disciples embrace the silence and fill it with anticipatory praise.  They fill their days with praise and prayer, while they are waiting for God Himself to lead, direct and empower them.

The thing about God’s calling on your life, is that it is a call that is absolutely impossible for you to do! Isn’t that GREAT?!?!!  Even today, we cannot do what God has called us to do without Him empowering us.  We are not clever enough, or brave enough, or powerful enough to do it on our own. We are dependent on God, not the other way around.

I love how the Holy Spirit came to all 120 followers of Jesus waiting in that house that day.  It was not just Peter or John, but the Holy Spirit was given to each person present, sitting in that house, in the presence of God as they DEVOTED themselves to prayer.  They knew the calling, but needed God to do the leading.  What if they were out and about busy doing important things for God in the meantime?  The verse says, those present, in HIS presence, in that house, received the Holy Spirit, the POWER to do that which they were called to do.

It’s not about what I can do for God, it never has been, it’s about what He wants to do through me.  It’s about what He wants to do through you.

It’s HARD to sit and devote ourselves to prayer and just sitting in the presence of God.

Psalm 16:11, “You will show me the path of LIFE; in Your presence is fullness of joy.”

What Does it Mean to Me?

Do you know what God has called you to do?

Have you ever decided to go ahead of God and start the work instead of waiting for the Holy Spirit to come and empower?

What are you devoted to?

When has God worked suddenly?  How long did it take?

LIVE IT OUT

Lord, I have this tug on my heart of what I want to do! I want to do so much for You!  Help me to put all my notions aside, and instead just enjoy Your presence.  Open my eyes to see where You are suddenly working around me! May my “ACTs”, the movement in my life, be towards where YOU are.  AMEN and AMEN!


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Kendra Graham Fall Bible Study: “Follow Me”

Welcome to Kendra Graham’s online Bible study. Our prayer is that you  will grow deeper in the knowledge and understanding of God’s Word and His promises for you. 

“Jesus said this to indicate the kind of death by which Peter would glorify God. Then he said to him, “Follow me!”  John 21:19b

What Does it say?

Follow Me

What Does it Mean?

Jesus calls each and every one us corporately with the same call, FOLLOW ME, but singularly and personally to different places.

This summer has been a whirlwind, and here I find myself landing at the feet of fall!  Where in the world have I been?  Some of you have not missed the blog, others are probably questioning if I fell off the face of the earth, and some had no idea I ever wrote a blog!

My computer was just unpacked a few days ago and I could not wait to get back to you.  So much TRANSITION, my heart is still processing daily.  In May, I officially stepped away from the hospital I had been working at for 20+ years in the labor and delivery unit in Raleigh, NC.  For over 13 years I have been traveling 250 miles from Asheville to Raleigh to go to work on holidays and weekends.  I have loved my job, my co-workers, my patients and all that God has taught me on the training ground of 4BLD at WakeMed Hospital.

I always worked hard, 12 hour shifts, but loved it.  I felt God begin to nudge me last year that it was time to transition away from WakeMed, and then, unbeknown to my friend Michele Asad, God continued to confirm that call.  It was the hardest thing I have ever had to walk away from.

God used my friends at WakeMed to intervene in my life in the deepest period of darkness that my soul has ever known.  My friends there on that hospital floor loved me and ministered to me in ways that they will never fully understand; and so, to walk away felt like part of my heart was being severed. The ache that I still feel today shows me that perhaps that my heart will always ache in a grateful, joy filled deep way that the words on this page fail to explain.

God tenderly called to my heart, “Follow Me”.

I asked in return “Where Lord”?

The response came back, “Where I lead.  Follow Me”

I of course wanted more explanation.  I wanted a hand written page, or something so that I could weigh were He was going against where I currently found myself.  I liked where I was.  I loved my job, my people, and my personal pride in being a high risk labor and delivery nurse.

God said, “Follow Me.”  “Do you trust Me?”

I was quiet.  I wanted to trust Him; I truly did, but then that word, “BUT” just kept rising in my throat.  My tears threatened, as they still do today, looking back to that moment.

It took me almost 3 months to make the call to my manager, Donna, and when she picked up the phone, I just started crying.  The words were struggling to form around the big lump that was in the way.  Donna didn’t need me to say anything.  She knew.  She knew it was time.  Donna encouraged me, and prayed for me, and promised to continue to pray for me as this time of transition and obedience played itself out.

May 25, 2019 I worked my last 12 hour shift.  I cried all the way to work.  I cried when I saw my friend Liz.  I cried when I saw the night shift pack up.  I cried when I walked into my patient’s room.  My patient was a current Neonatal Intensive Care Unit nurse that I would not see come to my high risk deliveries again.  I was a mess.  God was tender.

I had the best two deliveries that day.  My last delivery happened about 2 hours before shift end, and my patient named her baby boy “Graham”.  I really lost it then.  The couple was a military family from Ft. Bragg and the burly army dad broke down with the best of us when that baby was born.  It was a beginning for baby Graham and Kendra Graham, but it was also an ending.

My friend Liz in loud confident declaration said, “Well done, good and faithful servant! It is time to go, KG, and it is ok, God is in all of this.”

I packed up my bag for the last time, put my scrubs in the hospital laundry and opened the door to the locker room to take the stairs, one last time.

I heard a still small voice, “Come, follow Me.”

I find comfort in routine.  I like things staying the same.  I don’t like the pain that often comes in times of transition.  Here in John 21 Peter was feeling that same pain.  It’s easy to hold on to the past.  Peter had just denied Jesus.  Jesus had died, and Peter went back to his comfortable job of fishing.  Fishing was not bad, fishing was what he knew.  Fishing was fine and good. Fishing was where He saw Jesus the first time.  Fishing was a time of preparation for Peter.  Jesus, from the start called Peter to be a fisher of men.  So many things happened from that first call though. Jesus died for one.  Peter found it easy for a time to follow Jesus, He was right there!  Now, things were transitioning, and Peter was not sure he could do it.

Jesus, did not stay in the grave!  Jesus appeared to Peter and the disciples here on the shore of Galilee and cooked breakfast for them, very much alive.  The same call from Matthew 4 found its way again to John 21, “Follow Me.”  Jesus was still going to lead Peter, but it would look different and would not smell of fish, it would have the scent of sheep.

Peter had a choice to make.  It was time to walk away from those nets and follow wherever Jesus led.  That is hard.  That is unknown.  How would he provide for his family? Would he know what to do? Where to go?  This is where faith hits your feet and your heart.  This is where a testimony is forged.  Your calling is your calling, no one else’s.  God will never tell you what might of been, or what would have been, He just wants to lead  you where He is, today.

I know that God does not lead where He isn’t, He leads where He is, and that is where I want to be with my whole heart, head and feet.  So if away from WakeMed is where you lead, Lord, help me to follow.  Focus my eyes on the next step not on the explanation of benefits, and how provision will be made.

Since my last day at WakeMed, we sold our house, my eldest graduated high school, we went on mission for 3 weeks abroad where we encouraged the saints and they likewise encouraged us, (seeing how God is moving all over the globe is exciting), we moved out of our house into a rental leaving most of our things in storage, we dropped our eldest off at college, we bought a house and moved in, and as of 4 days ago, unpacked and began settling in.  My computer is back on my desk, and was fired up for the first time since June!

TRANSITION, or the summer of insanity as it will always be known to me, has been difficult, but good.  My eyes are open and my feet willing to see where He is leading.  I hope you join me.

What Does it Mean to Me?

If Jesus calls each of us to follow Him, have you made that choice to follow Him or is it easier to just stay with what you know and tend to your nets and fish?

When has that still small voice been so clear to you to follow? Was it hard or easy for you?  Did you have to leave something you knew or embrace something you knew?

Are there stipulations that you have given God, like where He is allowed to lead you and where He is not?

When have you followed Him and saw God work in a way you would have never seen otherwise?  Will you share it and encourage others?

LIVE IT OUT

Personally ask God where He is today, and to give you eyes to see Him and where He is working.  Ask Him to show you where He wants you to follow.  The call is the same for me as it is for you, “Follow Me”.


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Kendra Graham Bible Study: An Easter Message

Exodus 17:4-6a

(4)So Moses cried out to the LORD saying, “What shall I do to this people? A little more and they will stone me.”

 (5)Then the LORD said to Moses, “Pass before the people and take with you some of the elders of Israel; and take in your hand the staff with which you struck the Nile, and go.”

(6a) “Behold I will stand before you there on the rock at Horeb; and you shall strike the rock, and water will come out of it, that the people may drink.”

 What Does it Say?

(4) Moses cried to the LORD.

(5)  The LORD said: Pass before the people, take elders and staff which struck Nile and GO.

(6) I will stand before you on rock at Horeb, strike rock, water will come for people to drink

What Does it Mean?

 It is Easter!  He is risen!  He is risen indeed!!  This passage of Scripture may seem like an odd one for the Easter season to you, but I was moved  this winter when I was studying these verses just how much God loves us and gave Himself for us, no matter what the cost would be to Him.  In order to provide for His people, the Provider would be stricken.

The people are thirsty and want the provision of water (See my previous two blogs on Exodus 17).  God wants the people to want the Provider. He wants people to come to Him. Then the provision will be given without measure.

God led His people out of Egypt, through the wilderness, in order to get to Sinai.  Sinai is where the presence of God lived, until the Law was given and the measurements and directions for the Tabernacle.  Once the Tabernacle was built, then God’s presence would be among His people as they journeyed to the Promised Land, and then finally, His presence would rest in the Holy of Holies in the Temple of Jerusalem that would be built many years down the road from this point.  God wants to live among His people, and He wants His people to want the same.

The people of Israel had journeyed in the wilderness around two months at this time, with the first destination being Sinai  (Exodus 3).  Israel was 3/4 of the way to Sinai and mutiny was afoot.  Sinai was anywhere from a 1.5 day journey to a 3 day journey from where they were currently, but the people refused to move until God gave them water, if He could.  The people tested God and wanted to kill Moses.

Moses, in verse 4,Cried out to the LORD.  Moses did not have a search committee formed, or resign his position because the vote was unanimous against his leadership, he cried out to the LORD and asked Him what to do.  God told Moses to take the staff, the staff that struck the Nile. This staff  is a big deal because it was no ordinary staff.  This staff was the physical reminder to the people of the power of God.  Moses was also to take some elders, and then walk before the people.  Moses was called on to have faith and walk that faith out before that angry mob.  I would have wanted a trap door or back door or another plan except walking in front of all the people who wanted to stone me.  Coming to God will always demand faith.  God then told Moses to go.

Go where?  Go to the rock that is at Horeb, which is the back side of Sinai, Moses knows this place well (Exodus 3).  Moses, the staff of God, and the elders are to finish the journey to Sinai.  Finish the journey in their exhaustion, weakness and thirst.  God is calling Moses to come to Him.  This is the same call that God has given out since the beginning of time and continues even today, especially at the time of Easter, “Come to Me”.  So Moses goes to where God is.

What is Moses to do when he arrives there?  God told Moses that I will stand before you, you shall strike the Rock.   Moses is to use the staff of God, the physical representation of God’s Almighty power and strike what?? The ROCK, the very heart and presence of God.

Matthew 26:31, “Then Jesus said to them, ‘You will all fall away because of Me this night for it is written, ‘I will strike down the Shepherd’…”

Isaiah 53:3-5,10a,  “He was despised and forsaken of men, A man of sorrows and acquainted with grief;
And like one from who men hide their face He was despised,And we did not esteem Him
(4) Surely our griefs HE HIMSELF bore, And our sorrows He carried;
Yet we ourselves esteemed Him STRICKEN,SMITTEN of God and afflicted
(5) But HE was pierced through for our transgressions
He was crushed for our iniquities;The chastening for our well-being  fell upon HIM
And by HIS SCOURGING we are healed
(10a) But the LORD was PLEASED TO CRUSH HIMSELF, putting HIMSELF to grief
He would render HIMSELF as the guilt offering

 See this here in the desert with Moses! Do not miss this Good Friday service at the Rock of Horeb at Sinai!!  God, came and stood before Moses, and commanded Moses to strike Him, with what??  With that staff,  the physical representation of all the power of God Almighty.  God strikes Himself, so the people can live.  Out of the Rock came water for the people at the expense of God Himself.  Do you see it?  Here, at the Source, truly is Living Water.  Hear again John 7:37 with all the passion that Jesus said it with, “… Jesus stood and CRIED out saying, ‘ If ANY man is thirsty, let him COME TO ME AND DRINK.”  Jesus continues in verse 38, “He who believes in Me, as Scripture said, from him will flow rivers of living water.”

God struck Himself to provide us with LIFE.  Jesus, who is God with skin on, was stricken by God Himself; God pouring out all of His wrath that sin demands upon Himself so that we can live.  God paid the debt that our sin demands.  This life is available if only we believe that God has done it.  This step of faith draws us to the cross by faith, and accepts what God has done on our behalf.  Each of us is invited to make that journey in our mess, weakness, thirst and exhaustion.  1John 1:9 says, “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

This is the choice laid out before us.  Who do you say Jesus is?  This Good Friday we remember how God was stricken, but Sunday is coming!!!!  Jesus defeated sin on the cross and defeated death at the grave on Sunday when He was risen by God to LIFE!!!!  Jesus always leads to life!

Believe on the LORD Jesus Christ and you will be saved! Acts 16:31

Oh, that you would come!!  Hear how God pleads for you!!

What Does it Mean to Me?

When have you come to Jesus?  What is preventing you from coming today?

LIVE IT OUT!

Lord, today help me to come to you in my weary, exhausted mess.  By faith I believe Jesus came, died on the cross for my sin and rose again to life the third day.  Come into my life and give me that living water that cost You so dearly.  Help me to live this day and the next and the next after that at the Source.  Thank you for Good Friday, and Easter Sunday! 


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Therefore the people quarreled with Moses and said, “Give us water that we may drink,” And Moses said to them, “Why do you quarrel with me?” Why do you test the LORD? But the people thirsted there for water; and they grumbled against Moses and said “Why now have you brought us up from Egypt to kill us and our children and our livestock  with thirst?” (Exodus 17:2-3)

What Does it Say?

The people quarreled with Moses, “Give us water”  Moses: Why quarrel with me? Why test the LORD?

The people thirsted for water, grumbled against Moses, “Why have you brought up from Egypt to kill us, children and livestock?”

What Does it Mean?

Previously, we see that Rephidim was a place of resting, a place where water was historically expected to be.  The whole congregation of people had followed God, done what He has asked and where did it get them?  It got them to a place where water should be in abundance; yet,  there was nothing.  It is almost like God went out of His way to dry up the water personally.  God let them down again…. isn’t that where we go when this place of need becomes our story?

Oh, we know that God is going to provide Israel with water, we have read the story, but when God leads us to a place where we have taken a huge leap of faith, and then He does not provide in the way that is expected,  disappointment and questions about who God really is come to the surface.  Did we hear God right?  Is God really going to provide, for us, personally?  Is He leading us off a cliff?

Where was Israel going?  The two million plus people of God were on their way to Sinai where they would receive the Law, and then, God said He would lead them into the Promised Land (Exodus 3).  Israel had at this point spent close to two months in the desert, traveling from Egypt to Sinai.  Sinai was literally in view of Rephidim, they had just a little bit further to go, just a few more days to press on and get there.  God was leading His people by the pillar of cloud by day, and the pillar of fire by night to Sinai, to the place where the Presence of God lives.  God was leading His people to Himself.  Think about that.  The children of God, the people after His own heart, had been away from home for 400+ years, and now they were this close to home…. this close to the heart of the Father…  Think, just for a minute… if your child had been gone a long time from home, and now you knew that they were on the journey back, and they were so close to home… what would you be willing to do to get them home a little quicker? It was almost like God was saying, “Don’t stop here, don’t stop now, come the rest of the way, it is just another 1.5-3 days away!  Come on! Keep coming!   The people were so close.

Instead of pressing in and pressing on, the people got angry.  In verse two it says they “tested the LORD.”  Why is that such a big deal?

God had lead Israel out of Egypt and throughout this wilderness journey, God was testing His people to see what was in their hearts (Deuteronomy 8:2).  God knew what was in their hearts, but the people did not know.  God had taken them out of Egypt in a hot minute, but it would take much longer to get Egypt out of them.  Here, at Rephidim, the people are tired of being the students, tired of God’s testing.  The people in their stubbornness decide to turn the tables on God.  The student is demanding obedience from the Teacher; “Give us water that we may drink”.  It is almost like God’s people are telling God that they are done with His arrangement. They are done being His people and they are done calling Him LORD. Unless He provides water for them to drink here and now, if He can.

Since God is not visible, the anger of the mob falls to Moses.  Moses speaks to God and God speaks to Moses. If Moses does not fix this situation pronto, not only are they done with God, but they will be done with Moses.  Mutiny is on the horizon.

In verse 3 the saying which hurt the heart of God most boils to the top.  The true heart of the people comes out as we read, “They thirsted there for water.

The people just wanted relief; they wanted what was expected to be in that location.  The people wanted the water that would drain off the mountain and pool there at Rephidim.  The people wanted water that would to quench their present thirst; water that would be soaked into the dry and thirsty ground, and leave them wanting again in a minute.

God was trying to teach the people that it’s not about the water!!!  It’s about the Source of the water!!!  We beg and demand for God to give us the provision, but we have no interest in the Provider.  Jehovah Jirah, the God who provides, because it is His name to do so, pleads with His people to COME TO ME!  Genesis to Revelation is the same message, God pleading with, and miraculously making a way for His people to come to Him!  God pleads for us to come to Him, not a ministry, or to the good things we are doing for Him, or to a denomination, or to a program.  He pleads time and time again, and died Himself to make it possible so that we can COME TO HIM!

It is time that we stop begging day after day for the provision and start the trek in our thirst, in our need, in our exhaustion to come to the Provider.  Jesus said in John 7:37, “Any one who thirsts, COME TO ME and from you will flow rivers of LIVING water.”  It is time church, that we stop settling for everything else under the sun, and come to the Source.  At the Source, there will be a never ending, never drying up supply.  Oh, that you would come….

What Does it Mean to Me?

When was there a time that you felt God let you down because He led you to a place that was empty and left you in extreme need?

When have you plead for the provision instead of pressing in to the Provider?

LIVE IT OUT

Today, LORD, show me where YOU are in my need, in the dryness of the journey, and teach me to drink from You.


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KENDRA GRAHAM SPRING BIBLE STUDY

Welcome to Kendra Graham’s online Bible study. Our prayer is that you  will grow deeper in the knowledge and understanding of God’s Word and His promises for you. 

STEP ONE: Pray

STEP TWO:  Read the Text. 

Then all the congregation of the sons of Israel journeyed by stages from the wilderness of Sin, according to the command of the LORD, and camped at Rephidim, and there was no water for the people to drink.

(Exodus 17:1, NASB)

STEP THREE:   WHAT DOES IT SAY?
THE FACTS ONLY PLEASE

All the congregation of Israel journeyed from wilderness of Sin according to the command of the LORD, camped at Rephidim and there was no water for people

STEP FOUR:  WHAT DOES IT MEAN?
THE LESSONS

Have you ever felt like God had definitely led you to a place; I mean you felt a calling deep in your bones and it took such a tremendous act of faith on your part to trust God in His leading, only to get where He led and all you see is lack and hardship?

I am sure you all are better than me, but my first reaction is not to get on my knees and pray, my first reaction is to raise some serious questions.  Did I hear God right?  Was this all a huge mistake?  Why would God impress such a bold move of faith and then lead me to a place like this?

I have some questions about what God is up to. Does He hate me?  Has He abandoned me?  Has God led me right off a cliff just to watch me fall?  Did God lead me here so that He could hide me from everything productive?

Here in Exodus 17:1, God’s people have followed Him all the way from Egypt, through the Red Sea, to Marah, to Elim, to the wilderness of Sin, and now to Rephidim.  Where is Israel going?  The people of Israel are on their way to Sinai.  God has promised to take them out of Egypt (Exodus 3:8) and lead them to Sinai (Exodus 3:12), and then God will lead them to the Promised Land (Exodus 3:8).

The Wilderness of Sin is halfway to S-I-N-A-I. Rephidim is 3/4 of the way to Sinai.  Israel is ALMOST there!

Rephidim was historically known as a “place of resting.” It was a place in the desert where there were palm trees, and it was known for having water. Yet here in this passage, when the Children of Israel arrive at Rephidim, there is no water.

This is a problem.  There is expectation when God leads you and calls you to a place, isn’t there?  Israel had faithfully followed God and His leading for more than two months at this point.  They had done some grumbling along the way, yes, but the Bible tells us the “whole congregation” followed God.  What did they get for following God?  Hardship and need.  As we come to this part of the story, it almost seems as if God went out of His way to dry up the water that was supposed to be there, doesn’t it?  It seems that way to me.

I think that at times as we read a familiar Old Testament story and already know its ending, some of the original tension of the story can be lost, and we’re almost prevented from getting a real appreciation of the amount of faith God was calling His people to have. Let’s stop where we are and live in the moment of this verse: God’s people followed Him to a place where they would have a greater need than before.  Can you see that in your own life?

God’s people could not manufacture water in the desert.  So many times we do not come to God until all other options are off the table, so God, in His grace and love, brings us to places where we cannot be creative enough to provide for ourselves.  God wanted His people thirsty.  Why?

God’s name is “Jehovah Jirah”—Jehovah, the LORD, the God who is highly exalted above all Gods, and Jirah, who wants to be personally known as your provider. The fact is, we do not know that God provides for us, until we have need.  We do not know that He is the Living Water (John 4:10, John 7:38)…until we thirst.  My soul within me cries “Ugh!” and “Yay!” at that very statement.  I hate to have need! Yet I love when I get to see God provide.

I tend to have faith that God will provide for Israel, and for Moses, and for my pastor, and for all the really important people in the world; yet my faith fails when it comes to me believing that God wants me to know He is my provider.  God wants to write His name across the stories of our lives, and He cannot do that so long as I continue to be so self-sufficient.  Dependence is both a great place to be and a hard place to be.  God was leading Israel, and God is leading you and me.  Let’s hold on to that together.

God leads us to where He is… out of Egypt to Sinai!  For the Children of Israel, Sinai was the place of God’s presence.  Remember that God goes before us like a shepherd goes before His flock (Psalm 23).  Keep following the Shepherd. Keep depending on Him. Keep pressing on, and keep your eyes on Jesus when all your eyes can see is dry desert and all your soul can feel is a deep thirst.

Hold on to the fact of who He isShout it out!  Shout it in the car…on your walk…in your house on top of your coffee table:  “JEHOVAH JIRAH is God’s name, and because of HIS name He will be MY JEHOVAH and MY PROVIDER even when I can’t see how!”
(See I Samuel 12:22)

STEP FIVE:  WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO ME?
NOW APPLY IT…. TODAY
.

 When has God led you to a place that seemed more lacking than full?  When has Jehovah written His name, “Jirah,” your provider, across the story of your life?  How is God trying to teach you to trust in His name?  What causes you to doubt that God will provide for you?

STEP SIXLIVE IT OUT.

Today, in all the chaos, in all the empty, and in all my thirst, I will claim the name of Jehovah Jirah; even if I do not feel it or see it, I will shout what His name is and ask God to open my eyes and heart to the truth that He is “Jehovah” who wants to be known to me as “Jirah.” 


Will you prayerfully consider encouraging someone with your story of how God wrote His name of “provider” across the story of your life?  We would love to hear from you here, in the comments section.  Also, consider sharing your story of God’s provision with someone in your own community.  As God’s people we need to get back to a place where we not only remember His name, but believe it!  Your stories can help encourage us to hold on to Him in the hard and desolate places.  Life is hard, but Jehovah is Jirah!

Thank you again for joining us for this Bible study. Feel free to let us know if you have any questions or concerns. Praying that you have a very blessed week ahead!


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KENDRA GRAHAM BIBLE STUDY – WEEK 6 HANDOUT

Welcome to Kendra Graham’s online Bible study. Our prayer is that you grow deeper in the knowledge and understanding of God’s Word and His promises for you. Below is the handout for Kendra’s final week of evening Bible study, with a few homework questions at the end. 

*To view this final Bible study via Periscope, click here.

STEP ONE: Pray

STEP TWO: Read the Text.

Exodus 33:21-23 (NASB)

(21) Then the LORD said, “Behold, there is a place by Me, and you shall stand there on the rock; (22) and it will come about, while My glory is passing by, that I will put you in the cleft of the rock and cover you with My hand until I have passed by. (23) Then I will take My hand away and you shall see My back, but My face shall not be seen.

STEP THREE: WHAT DOES IT SAY?
THE FACTS ONLY, PLEASE

 In this step you need to list the outstanding facts of the passage. DON’T get caught up in the details; just list the facts. Do not paraphrase. Use the actual words of the passage. This is God’s Word; a lot of times this step seems tedious to some, but I urge you, as we read, and say and write God’s Word, it begins to sink deep into our hearts.  If you just pick one fact out of the verse, write it down and meditate on it.

(21)     The LORD: There is a place by Me…you shall stand…on rock

(22)     It will come…while My glory is passing I will put you in cleft of rock and cover you with MY hand until I have passed

(23)     THEN I will take My hand away and you shall see my back, but face shall not see

STEP FOUR:  WHAT DOES IT MEAN?
THE LESSONS

Look for a lesson to learn from each fact. What are the people doing that they should be doing? What are the people doing that they shouldn’t be doing?

Is there a command to follow? A promise to claim? A warning to heed? An example to follow?  Meditate on these. Ask God what lesson it is that He wants you to hear or learn.

(21)    If we want to see the glory of God first-hand, then we have to go where God is. To know “my God” will take effort and patience. God calls us to specific places because He wants to be personally known by us. He is often visible in our lives, but we don’t like the location, the effort demanded or the amount of faith that it will take to get there.

(22)    God tells Moses that He is going to show Moses His glory; then, when God gets there, He places Moses in a dark and hard place, only to then cover it with His hand and make it even darker. This is not the “glory” we were anticipating when we asked.  God trusts us with dark places for a reason. We need to hold on to His promise when we can’t see how it is going to work out and we surely don’t understand it. This dark, hard place would not be how I thought God would show me who He is. God’s promises are #ENOUGH to hold to in the dark.

(23)    When God takes His hand away, we will be able to see His glory on the backside. Once God passes, His presence changes everything and we can see all the places He has unmistakably touched here in the desert. His presence is #ENOUGH to make this dry, unforgiving place, a place of refuge, not a prison, a place of blessing not curses, a place of thankfulness not bitterness. His presence is #ENOUGH in our deserts, period.

STEP FIVE:  WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO ME?
NOW APPLY IT… TODAY.

Take the lessons you learned and put them into the form of a personal question that you would ask your spouse, or a friend or your son or daughter.

As you write the questions, listen for God to communicate to you through His Word.

Do not rush. Do not write things down just to have something on paper, this step takes more time that you may think. This is where Scripture meditation becomes real, this is where you begin to hear that still small voice speak to you, and place His finger in your life and begin to direct your paths… this day, and the next, and the next. Do you trust Him enough to put into place that which He is moving you to?

(21)    Do you want to see God’s glory in your desert? What are you willing to do, and what are you not willing to do? Has God called you to come to a place near Him but it doesn’t make sense, and the journey will be uncertain? Maybe God is calling you to the desert, and that is not where you want to see God, so you stay put? Did you realize that there is effort required each day to come to where God is in His Word and listen?  When it comes down to it, do you really want to see God’s glory in your life on His terms or yours?

(22)    How many times do we have more questions than answers about where God has placed us? When have we questioned God’s methods in our lives?  Are we trying to get out of this hard, dry place on our own before God’s glory passes by? What causes us to bug-out early and forget His promises to us? IN this dark, hard, dry place, will we hold to the hope that God has not forgotten or forsaken us here? What promises are you holding to in the dark of your situation?

(23)    Has God been working in this desert and you have missed it? Are you willing to look back and see all the places that God led you, held you, and protected you in your suffering? Has God ever flipped a dark place around for you, where you hated every minute of the struggle, but when you got to the end, and you looked back you saw God in unmistakable ways? Will you allow God to make this desert a place of refuge for you?  Will you trust that God is #ENOUGH for you? Will your faith be forged or forgotten in this place?

STEP SIX:  LIVE IT OUT.

Look over all your facts, lessons and applications for a given passage.

Is there a main theme to them? Does one verse stand out over the rest for some reason?

Hold yourself accountable to LIVE OUT in your daily life that which God impresses upon your heart. Write it out, sign it, date it and claim the transforming power of God’s Word and His presence in your life.

God’s presence is Available and is #ENOUGH

…Focus my feet to come.

God’s presence is #ENOUGH in the dark

…Focus my heart to hold on to His promise.

God’s presence is #ENOUGH to see me through

…Focus my eyes to look and see what He has done
and where He has been in my life.

Jehovah—who is highly exalted above all gods—wants to be known personally by you.

I pray that 2019 is the year in which God’s people allow Him to teach us and test us, even in the desert, and show us how to do more than preach the Message with our lips, but BE the Message with our lives.

Shalom and blessing to you

Shema Israel!

                                                            Adonai Eluhanu

                                                            Adonai Echad

I know the journey is hard and unbearable at times; hold to the promise of who Jehovah is, and we will find that I AM that I AM is more than, #ENOUGH

God bless you all!

–Kendra Graham


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Kendra Graham Bible Study: Week 5 Handout

Welcome to Kendra Graham’s online Bible study. Our prayer is that you grow deeper in the knowledge and understanding of God’s Word and His promises for you. Below is the handout for the fifth week of the Bible study with a few homework questions at the end. 

I AM
#ENOUGH
TO BE YOUR BANNER IN THE BATTLE

 

The Three Questions
I AM #ENOUGH to be your banner in the battle….
STEP ONE: Pray
STEP TWO: Read the Text.

Exodus 17:8-12a (NASB) (8) Then Amalek came and fought against Israel at Rephidim. (9) So Moses said to Joshua, “Choose men for us and go out, fight against Amalek. Tomorrow I will station myself on top of the hill with the staff of God in my hand.” (10) Joshua did as Moses told him and fought against Amalek; and Moses, Aaron and Hur went up to the top of the hill. (11) So it came about as Moses held his hand up, that Israel prevailed, and when he let his hand down, Amalek prevailed. (12a) But Moses’ hands were heavy….

  • STEP THREE WHAT DOES IT SAY? THE FACTS ONLY PLEASE

In this step you need to list the outstanding facts of the passage. DON’T get caught up in the details, just list the facts. Do not paraphrase. Use the actual words of the passage. This is God’s Word; a lot of times this step seems tedious to some, but I urge you, as we read, and say and write God’s Word, it begins to sink deep into our hearts. If you just pick one fact out of the verse, write it down and meditate on it.

8: Amalek came and fought against Israel. 9: Moses to Joshua: Choose men FOR US and go fight Amalek. I will station myself on top of hill with staff of God in hand. 10: Joshua fought against Amalek, Moses Aaron and Hur to top of hill. 11: As Moses held hand up, Israel prevailed, let hand down Amalek prevailed 12a: Moses’ hands were heavy.

  • STEP FOUR: WHAT DOES IT MEAN? THE LESSONS

Look for a lesson to learn from each fact. What are the people doing that they should be doing? What are the people doing that they shouldn’t be doing?

Is there a command to follow? A promise to claim? A warning to heed? An example to follow? Meditate on these. Ask God what lesson it is that He wants you to hear or learn.

8: There WILL be battles. People will try to take our freedom and send us back to slavery. In these moments we can often experience incredible periods of doubt, during which we question everything and wonder if maybe this “freedom thing” just isn’t for us. During these times it’s easy to slip back into victim mentality, thinking this is as good as it gets for people like us.

9: There are different responsibilities for different people in the same battle. Even here we see Moses display great faith as a leader should. #lessoninleadership God is #ENOUGH, and God’s plan for Moses was not on the battlefield but on the praying field. Be confident in where God has called you, and don’t try to control areas that you are supposed to delegate and let go. “for us” – Notice the direction was not to get the strongest, the smartest, or the ones with the most experience…the only qualification for battle was to find those men who are “for us.” God chooses people who have hearts that are for Him. Your resume may be impressive…your Biblical knowledge may be superb…but if your heart isn’t right… you cannot be trusted and will not be chosen for battle.

10: We need to man our unique battle stations and not drop the ball, sleep in, or forget to show up. The battle is real, and real lives are in the balance. It matters that you show up.

11: The posture of prayer. Oswald Chambers said, “Prayer is the work.” When we direct the eyes of others towards Jehovah in our personal battles, we begin to see Jehovah Nissi overwhelm the enemy and empower us in His strength to continue to fight and press in and not give up. When we drop our eyes from the vertical to the horizontal, the battle will overwhelm us and take our breath away. Prayer is essential to see the victorious work of God personally and corporately.

12: Prayer can bring us to weariness more than any other action. Prayer is work that we have to set our minds and hearts to! Don’t give up because of the way things seem, or because of the lack of movement or the length of time you have been pleading. Keep praying in the weariness…often at the weariest moment is where we will see the biggest victory.

  • STEP FIVE: WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO ME? NOW APPLY IT…. TODAY.

Take the lessons you learned and put them into the form of a personal question that you would ask your spouse, or a friend or your son or daughter.

As you write the questions, listen for God to communicate to you through His Word.

Do not rush. Do not write things down just to have something on paper, this step takes more time that you may think. This is where Scripture meditation becomes real, this is where you begin to hear that still small voice speak to you, and place His finger in your life and begin to direct your paths…. this day, and the next, and the next. Do you trust Him enough to put into place that which He is moving you to?

8: When has there been a battle in your life that you had to fight? How often would we rather just appease the enemy, thinking the enemy will leave us alone if we are just tolerant enough? What battles are worth fighting? What hills are worth dying on? Are there any? Have we hidden from the battle too long? How are we called to stand and to “do all to stand” (Ephesians 6:13)? How does that look today? Where have I been satisfied to have a victim mentality?

9: Where have you been called to serve? Are you able to serve in your area with passion and precision, or do you feel like you also need to serve in all the other areas as well because no one will do it right if it’s not you leading in every aspect? What kind of heart would God say you have? What, or Who, are you “for”? Are you for you? Are you for God? What do your actions say about who you are for? Are you willing to ask God to reveal who you are for? Do you have a heart to be for Him, or do you have a list of reasons why you are too injured, too weak, too hurt, too ignorant to be used by God?

10: What keeps you in bed and prevents you from showing up daily to the battle? What causes you to think that your presence is inconsequential in the grand scheme of things?

11: Are you panicking about all your eyes see? All your heart feels? The immensity of the battle? The reality of the battle? Will you decide today to pray over that battle each and every morning, even before you get out of bed each day? Will you take that step forward today…come out of hiding, reach your arms to heaven, and pray and look to Jehovah who wants to be your Nissi, your banner? How would it look today for you to walk out in strength keeping your eyes UP, UP, UP all day? It will take determination….

12: What are you weary of praying about? When, in your weariness, have you seen victory? Will you share that and encourage another weary soul with it?

  • STEP SIX: LIVE IT OUT.

Look over all your facts, lessons and applications for a given passage.
Is there a main theme to them? Does one verse stand out over the rest for some reason??
Hold yourself accountable to LIVE OUT in your daily life that which God impresses upon your heart. Write it out, sign it, date it and claim the transforming power of God’s Word and His presence in your life.

Today I will show up to the battle… in my role… Today I will pray for the heart Jehovah needs me to have Today I will pray… pray… and pray… not ignoring the fight Today I will KNOW…. I AM THAT I AM IS MORE THAN #ENOUGH in my battle Shout that out throughout today, then tomorrow Help my unbelief.

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HOMEWORK:
Do the Three Questions on: Exodus 33:17-23 Read: Exodus 32 and 33

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KENDRA GRAHAM BIBLE STUDY: WEEK 4 HANDOUT

Welcome to Kendra Graham’s online Bible study. Our prayer is that you grow deeper in the knowledge and understanding of God’s Word and His promises for you. Below is the handout for the fourth week of the Bible study with a few homework questions at the end. 

AM
#ENOUGH
to Quench Your Thirst…

STEP ONE: Pray

STEP TWO:  Read the Text.

  Exodus 17:1-3 (NASB)

Then all the congregation of the sons of Israel journeyed by stages from the wilderness of Sin, according to the command of the LORD, and camped at Rephidim, and there was no water for the people to drink.

Therefore the people quarreled with Moses and said, “Give us water that we may drink.” And Moses said to them, “Why do you quarrel with me? Why do you test the LORD?”

But the people thirsted there for water; and they grumbled against Moses and said, “Why now, have you brought us up from Egypt, to kill us and our children and our livestock with thirst?”

 

STEP THREE:   WHAT DOES IT SAY?
THE FACTS ONLY PLEASE

 In this step you need to list the outstanding facts of the passage. DON’T get caught up in the details, just list the facts. Do not paraphrase. Use the actual words of the passage. This is God’s Word; a lot of times this step seems tedious to some, but I urge you, as we read and say and write God’s Word, it begins to sink deep into our hearts. If you just pick one fact out of the verse, write it down and meditate on it.

1:    All the sons of Israel journeyed according to the command of the LORD and camped at Rephidim. There was no water to drink

2:    The people quarreled with Moses “Give us water” Moses: “Why do you test the LORD?”

3:    The people thirsted for water, they grumbled “Why now have you brought us from Egypt to kill us, our children and livestock with thirst?”

 

STEP FOUR:  WHAT DOES IT MEAN? THE LESSONS

Look for a lesson to learn from each fact. What are the people doing that they should be doing? What are the people doing that they shouldn’t be doing?

 Is there a command to follow? A promise to claim? A warning to heed? An example to follow? Meditate on these. Ask God what lesson it is that He wants you to hear or learn.

1:   It is easy sometimes to get into a performance trap. We have done everything God requires, like go to church, follow His commands, memorize the Word, help people, do what is right even when it’s easier not to…. and where has following God gotten us? To a place of urgent desperate need. I don’t like that. God leads us to places that require a dependent faith on Him.

2:   God has let me down, so I am not moving until He shows up and fixes this. The people “tested” God. We often get tired of God being the One to give the tests, well, it’s my turn. Prove who You are, and I will believe. God says, believe who I AM and see how my name is proven. We don’t like that. We demand God lead us to a place of excess… it looks empty. The thing is… this is a place where God provides in excess… to overflow! We just need to know where to look.

3:   It is here, when we are hurting, thirsty, and full of more questions than answers that we literally cannot remember a single blessing the freedom God gives us. It is at times like this, when Sinai is literally in view, that we quit. Slavery was easier. It is here, when we can’t go another step, that we throw our faith away. Our hearts are tired and we hurt…. so we will leave God before He leaves us. He may be faithful to you, but He will not be faithful to me. God is not #enough. If we leave now… we will miss the miracle.

 

STEP FIVE:  WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO ME? NOW APPLY IT…. TODAY.

Take the lessons you learned and put them into the form of a personal question that you would ask your spouse, or a friend or your son or daughter.

 As you write the questions, listen for God to communicate to you through His Word.

 Do not rush. Do not write things down just to have something on paper, this step takes more time that you may think. This is where Scripture meditation becomes real, this is where you begin to hear that still small voice speak to you, and place His finger in your life and begin to direct your paths…. this day, and the next, and the next. Do you trust Him enough to put into place that which He is moving you to?

 1:   When have you tried to control God with your good works, church attendance, Bible study teaching, and amazing ability to follow…? When was a time where you know God led you to a certain place, only to find that when you got there, or were in the process of getting there, you found lack rather than abundance? Did you question whether you heard God correctly or not? (Honesty is REALLY hard here….)

2:   When was a time where you got tired of all of God’s tests and you felt like it was your turn to refuse to move until you received an explanation? How hard is it to live on promises and not explanations? What promise of God are you currently trusting God to come through on?

3:   If you were to make a list of your blessings from God vs your grievances, which list would be easier to compile? Do you really believe I AM that I AM is more than #ENOUGH? Why or why not? What part of your desert journey caused you to question everything about God? Did you quit or press in? If you quit, what obstacles were in the way of turning back and pressing to Sinai? What promises do you need God to come through on? If you pressed in, then in what way did you see God that you would have missed otherwise?

STEP SIX:  LIVE IT OUT.

Look over all your facts, lessons and applications for a given passage. 

Is there a main theme to them? Does one verse stand out over the rest for some reason?

 Hold yourself accountable to live out in your daily life that which God impresses upon your heart. Write it out, sign it, date it and claim the transforming power of God’s Word and His presence in your life.

 

Write down the name of God, who He promises to be to me…

            Call on His name, hold to His name

                        Look for His name to be evident today… even if it is not                                                  evident in the way I demand.

                                    I AM THAT I AM IS MORE THAN #ENOUGH.

                                                Shout that out throughout today… then tomorrow.

                                                                        Help my unbelief.

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HOMEWORK:

Do the Three Questions on:

 Exodus 17:9-16

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KENDRA GRAHAM BIBLE STUDY: WEEK 3 HANDOUT

Welcome to Kendra Graham’s online Bible study. Our prayer is that you grow deeper in the knowledge and understanding of God’s Word and His promises for you. Below is the handout for the third week of the Bible study with a few homework questions at the end. 

AM
#ENOUGH
to FEED you…

STEP ONE: Pray
STEP TWO:  Read the Text. 

Exodus 16:1-3 (NASB)

1 Then they set out from Elim and all the congregation of the sons of Israel came to the wilderness of Sin which is between Elim and Sinai on the fifteenth day of the second month after their departure from the land of Egypt.  2 The whole congregation of the sons of Israel grumbled against Moses and Aaron in the wilderness.  3 The sons of Israel said to them, “Would that we had died by the LORD’s hand in the land of Egypt when we sat by pots of meat, when we ate bread to the full; for you have brought us out into this wilderness to kill this whole assembly with hunger.”

STEP THREE:  WHAT DOES IT SAY?
THE FACTS ONLY, PLEASE

 In this step you need to list the outstanding facts of the passage. DON’T get caught up in the details, just list the facts. Do not paraphrase. Use the actual words of the passage. This is God’s Word; a lot of times this step seems tedious to some, but I urge you, as we read and say and write God’s Word, it begins to sink deep into our hearts. If you just pick one fact out of the verse, write it down and meditate on it.

  1.  From Elim, all the congregation of Israel came to the wilderness of Sin between Elim and Sinai
  2. The WHOLE congregation grumbled against Moses & Aaron
  3. Sons of Israel said “Would that we died by LORD’s hand in Egypt by pots of meat when we ate bread to the full; you brought us into wilderness to kill this whole assembly with hunger.”
STEP FOUR:  WHAT DOES IT MEAN?
THE LESSONS

Look for a lesson to learn from each fact. What are the people doing that they should be doing? What are the people doing that they shouldn’t be doing?

 Is there a command to follow? A promise to claim? A warning to heed? An example to follow? Meditate on these. Ask God what lesson it is that He wants you to hear or learn.

  1. When God moves, we need to follow; even if it means leaving comfort for the unknown. Things get hard and we tend to give up in the middle. We want God to make the journey easy, predictable and comfortable. Being in the middle is a HARD place to be.
  2.  It is human nature to look to blame people for why you are where you are.  We tend to blame others for not being God.
  3. When things get hard, it is easy to sell our souls for a bowl of chili with a baguette on the side. We want to leverage our #deliverance and control God.  Personal comfort above all. We tend to believe what we see and feel over the presence and promises of God. What it comes down to is the fact that we do not really believe God has our best interests in mind. Sure God loves Moses and Aaron and will provide for them; it’s easier for them, because God loves them… God just doesn’t care about us, the little people, like that. God will never leave us or forsake us, but we are willing to trade our eternal soul for a minute of relief. The name of God is Jehovah Jirah… Jehovah, the high exalted God who wants to be known as MY PROVIDER…  God cannot provide unless there is a need that you cannot meet. I AM more than #ENOUGH to provide for YOU.
STEP FIVE:  WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO ME?
NOW APPLY IT…. TODAY.

Take the lessons you learned and put them into the form of a personal question that you would ask your spouse, or a friend, or your son or daughter.

 As you write the questions, listen for God to communicate to you through His Word.

 Do not rush. Do not write things down just to have something on paper, this step takes more time than you may think. This is where Scripture meditation becomes real. This is where you begin to hear that still small voice speak to you and place His finger in your life and begin to direct your paths…. this day, and the next, and the next.  Do you trust Him enough to put into place that which He is moving you to?

How do you try to control when and where God leads? When was there a time when things were going great, you were following God, seeing God work, and then you got into the “middle” of it and felt God abandoned the calling and you so you gave up? Or did you not give up and continue to hold on in faith?  What causes us to bail out of where God is leading us personally?

  1. When have you cast blame on someone else because it was easier than going to God in humility and asking Him where He is in the middle of the mess?
  2. What is your price?  You have left or are willing to walk away forever from God if __________________________? You are willing to walk away from God unless he does _____________________________?

Do you want the “what” that Egypt has to offer or the “Who” that God is?  Let’s be honest with God here… we ALL know the “right” answer, but between you and God ,what is YOUR answer?  Do your words match with your life?

Do you really believe the God whose name is Jehovah Jirah will provide for you personally?

STEP SIX:  LIVE IT OUT.

Look over all your facts, lessons and applications for a given passage. 

 Is there a main theme to them?  Does one verse stand out over the rest for some reason?

 Hold yourself accountable to live out in your daily life that which God impresses upon your heart.  Write it out, sign it, date it and claim the transforming power of God’s Word and His presence in your life.

God has led us to the middle…. and God will lead us out. We live on God’s promises and the fact of His name, not explanations. 

            Know the promises of God.

                        Hold to those promises.

                                    Even in the middle when we want to quit,

                                                throw in the towel,

                                                            give it all up for a  minute of comfort…

                                                                        HOLD one more day.

 HOMEWORK:

Do the Three Questions on:

Exodus 17:1-5— any verses

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Kendra Graham Bible Study: Week Two Handout

Welcome to Kendra Graham’s online Bible study. Our prayer is that you grow deeper in the knowledge and understanding of God’s Word and His promises for you. Below is the handout for the second week of the Bible study with a few homework questions at the end. 

AM
#ENOUGH
to LEAD you…

STEP ONE: Pray

STEP TWO:  Read the Text. 

Exodus 13:17-22

(17) Now when Pharaoh had let the people go, God did not lead them by the way of the land of the Philistines, even though it was near, for God said, “The people might change their minds when they see war and return to Egypt.”

(18) Hence God led the people around by the way of the wilderness to the Red Sea; and the sons of Israel went up in martial array from the land of Egypt.

(19) Moses took the bones of Joseph with him, for he had made the sons of Israel solemnly swear, saying, “God shall surely take care of you, and you shall carry my bones from here with you.”

(20) Then they set out from Succoth and camped in Etham on the edge of
the wilderness.

(21) The LORD was going before them in a pillar of cloud by day to lead them on the way and a pillar of fire by night to give them light, that they might travel by day and night.

(22) He did not take away the pillar of cloud by day, nor the pillar of fire by night, from before the people.

STEP THREE    WHAT DOES IT SAY?  THE FACTS ONLY PLEASE

 In this step you need to list the outstanding facts of the passage.  DON’T get caught up in the details, just list the facts.  Do not paraphrase.  Use the actual words of the passage.  This is God’s Word, a lot of times this step seems tedious to some, but I urge you, as we read, and say and write God’s Word, it begins to sink deep into our hearts.  If you just pick one fact out of the verse, write it down and meditate on it. 

17:    God did not lead them by land of Philistines, even though near; God said, “The people might change their minds when they see war and return to Egypt”

18:    God led by way of wilderness to Red Sea; Israel in martial array

19:    Moses took bones of Joseph; he made Israel promise, “God shall surely take care of you.”

20:    They set out on edge of wilderness

21:    The LORD was going before them in pillar of cloud by day and fire by night that they may travel day/night

22:    He did not take away pillar of cloud/fire from before the people

STEP FOUR:  WHAT DOES IT MEAN? THE LESSONS

Look for a lesson to learn from each fact. What are the people doing that they should be doing?  What are the people doing that they shouldn’t be doing?

 Is there a command to follow? A promise to claim? A warning to heed? An example to follow? Meditate on these. Ask God what lesson it is that He wants you to hear or learn.

 17:    God leads us by His way for His reasons. God knows us, and He knows how easy it is for us to bail when things get tough. 

18:    God’s ways are not our ways; that is probably why we struggle to follow Him. When it comes down to it, we want to control God and His direction, not let God control us and our direction.  Following the Good Shepherd will always take faith on our part.  KNOW that I AM is #ENOUGH to personally lead me.  *martial array– often we think we can handle “battles” because we look the part… but God knew the people were broken and He ALONE, the GOOD SHEPHERD, would have to do all the fighting this time on their behalf.  It is important to know we do nothing in the battle for our souls, we just receive the salvation offered.

19:    Joseph died BELIEVING that GOD would LEAD them out.  Sometimes we need to borrow the faith of others to make it though the desert.  Seeing Joseph’s bones would also be a reminder that Egypt was not their home and the Egyptian gods were not their gods, I AM knows the way out and will fulfill HIS promises even if we forget them or don’t believe them.  God’s faithfulness to HIS WORD does not depend on us and/or our belief or lack thereof.

20:    God brings us to the edge… so that we can make our own personal choice… we can follow Him to the wilderness, or we can follow Egypt.  God will not force us to follow, but bids us to come to Him and trust Him—even to this hard place between the Sea and the wilderness.

21:    The LORD, “I AM that I AM,” was leading them. His presence was visible
and present, yet they did not know Him. Faith will be needed to follow every time.

22:    God refused to take His visible presence away from His people, even though the people would constantly question that presence and whether or not it was trustworthy.  I AM knew He is #ENOUGH to lead His people and would daily show and teach His people that very thing.  God promises to never leave nor forsake us.  His presence today is found in His Word, His promises are #ENOUGH to follow and trust.

 

STEP FIVE:  WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO ME? NOW APPLY IT…. TODAY.

Take the lessons you learned and put them into the form of a personal question that you would ask your spouse, or a friend or your son or daughter.

 

As you write the questions, listen for God to communicate to you through His Word.

 

Do not rush.  Do not write things down just to have something on paper; this step takes more time that you may think. This is where Scripture meditation becomes real. This is where you begin to hear that still small voice speak to you, and place His finger in your life and begin to direct your paths…. this day, and the next, and the next.  Do you trust Him enough to put into place that which He is moving you to?

 

17:    When have you followed God when it made no sense at all? How did God show up?  Has there been a time when you sensed you should have followed God but did not like the direction or destination, so you refused?

18:    When have you put conditions on where God is allowed to lead you? When and how has following God taken faith on your part?  How have you tried to help God with all your “expertise”?  When have you humbly accepted salvation from God, knowing you had done nothing to deserve it or make it happen?

19:    When have you had to borrow the faith of someone else to make it through a certain situation?  Have you known anyone who died believing the promises of God even though they did not see those promises fulfilled in their lifetime?

20:    When have you made a physical choice to follow God, only to end up pinned in between the sea and the wilderness?  When did it seem easier and more sensible to bail out from where God was leading than to continue?  What did you do? Bail or continue?

21:    When has it taken faith for you to follow where God was leading? Has following God taken faith just one time, or does it seem to take more faith every time?

22:    When have you had to claim the promises of who God IS in His Word?  When have you felt as though God has left you, even though His Word says He won’t?  How and when has God’s presence led you, although you battled with doubt along the way?  When you looked back, were you able to see where God had been?  When has God been true to HIS Word, even when you were not true to Him?

STEP SIX:  LIVE IT OUT.

Look over all your facts, lessons and applications for a given passage. 

 

Is there a main theme to them?  Does one verse stand out over the rest for
some reason?

 

Hold yourself accountable to LIVE OUT in your daily life that which God impresses upon your heart.  Write it out, sign it, date it and claim the transforming power of God’s Word and His presence in your life.

  Be in the Word of God; know who God IS, not who I demand Him to be.

            Know Jehovah Raah as MY SHEPHERD as I decide to follow Him

 

HOMEWORK:

Do the Three Questions on: Exodus 16 – any verses

Get stuck?  www.annegrahamlotz.com

I AM #ENOUGH
To LEAD as SHEPHERD

1.  #ENOUGH in Places of DESPERATION

Exodus 13:17-22

2. #ENOUGH in Places of DECISION

Exodus 14:18-31

3. #ENOUGH in places of DESTITUTION

 Exodus 15:22-27


Thank you again for joining us for this Bible study. Feel free to let us know if you have any questions or concerns. Praying that you have a very blessed week ahead!


Click here for a schedule of seminar, concerts, and retreats at The Cove in beautiful Asheville, NC.

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